Monday, December 04, 2006

Silence does not mean consent all the time, well at least not most of the time. Also, keeping quiet about something doesn't mean that there's nothing wrong, it's just that i don't feel like saying it. Or maybe, i'm simply just sick of saying the same old things, over and over again. Would you understand what am i driving to? So i guess there's no point in saying anything.. Would you understand?

Today, feels like a long while since i've last been to training. Feels like the team's grown closer together. Frankly speaking, i miss the times when we were the juniors and we would train with seniors like, Meiryl, Alyssa, Eilynn, Xinyue, Sonia, Leona, Shermaine and Meredith. Now to me, the team just feels so empty and quiet. Sigh. Furthermore, Gamar's not been coming for training, i miss her. )': WHERE ARE YOU? Also, today's training have made me realise how much harder i have to work in order to get into the team, and how less devoted am i to tennis as compared to others. Many people have asked me if i like tennis. Yes i do, but i guess it's just not enough. Sigh.. I'm feeling so much, but who can i tell?

Wow, today's staying-at-home-for-the-whole-day thing has made me think alot about stuff, which i won't usually. I guess i shouldn't stay at home too much and hallucinate. (:

On a lighter note, i'll be going over to breast's house (my2ndhome) to start on my homework. I mean physically, not mentally this time. More work, less talk neh. Hopefully, i'll finish off quite abit of homework by tomorrow, before i shift house on the 18th and before my aunties from hongkong come over from 23rd to the 1st. (whichisverylong) This time, unfortunately, i can't escape from my aunt because she'll be sharing a room with me. )': Okay lah, cannot be so mean. I should be hos-pi-table? Or SHOULD I HAVE GOOD HOSPITALITY? Yeah man.