Sunday, November 05, 2006

To you: I'm sorry if i have been a bad friend to you for this past month, or a year even. I'm sorry i neglected your feelings by saying things sometimes i shouldn't have. I apologize to you because i feel that i'm in the wrong and not for the sake of doing it. It's just that i get angry over some silly things that you do. I hope that you would understand. I'm so sorry if i type messages like i'm screaming at you, but actually i'm not. I may be just busy or that's simply just me. I hope that you understand. I promise i'll try to change the way i do things, and i would not hurt any of you anymore. Sorry )':

To you: Even though i have to thank you for telling me on how she feels, but i still have to say that, you cannot just take on a person's side without listening to another party's side. You make me feel like shit, like i'm totally unworthy of being her friend. Some stuff you say that i do, the truth is that i do not do that, so can you please do not make me feel so guilty because i don't do things to hurt them on purpose. Hereby i apologise to you for saying things to you that night that i shouldn't have, or have i been a bad friend to you too, i sincerely apologize to you.

To you: Sometimes i do not know whether you really treat me as a friend, or do you just seek my help whenever you need me to help you? Sorry to say this but i have been keeping this deep down for a very long time and it has come to a point where i can no longer take it. It just seems to me that we're like so unworthy being your friend. We don't even go out like how we used to anymore. I'm sorry if i do things that you do not like sometimes, but i really don't like the way our friend ship is going to now. I used to be able to seek comfort in you whenever i have problems along the way but now, i don't even think i can do that anymore. I may not have told you but you do hold a very important place in my heart, just like how my other friends do. I really treasure you as my friend, but i just feel that our relationship is drifting apart, and when i heard that you feel weird when you see us now? I just don't know what to say anymore. Anyhow, i'm still sorry if that's how you feel about me.

I hope that the three of you would not be offended by what i have just written above.

Last week of head start begins tomorrow! (: Biology test tomorrow, accounts on wednesday, e-maths on friday, chem test on xx day. WHALAO EH.